Days 5 and 6

Wow-I've been busy. So busy I forgot to write yesterday. Well first and foremost I have to thank my hubby. I was borrowing my friend Jennifer's Magic Bullet (minds out of the gutters, please-haha) to make my shakes. Well I must have talked about liking the thing a lot that my hubby got me one of my own. Woo Hoo! My very own Magic Bullet. I can't wait to use it! Well these last two days are easier but I'm not expecting a whole lot of "goodness" with my weigh in on Friday. In fact, I'm not really looking forward to it. I think losing this weight is going to be a bit more challenging than I thought. See, here's what I think. As I mentioned before, the extra weight I have is strictly from not losing it after my daughter was born. Yes she is 3 years old, why did I wait so long so it's 10 times harder to lose, I have no clue. Anyway, I also said somewhere that I am not much of an eater. I don't snack much and in fact I don't eat much at all. So you would think that I would be as skinny as a pole. Well I think since I don't eat much at all that when I do it my body hoards it. I must be putting myself into starvation mode which didn't occur to me until a few months ago while Jennifer and I were talking about it. So that also means my metabolism must be sleeping. So I'm thinking that when I weigh in on Friday I think my loss is going to be low. I think eating the 5 meals and then the lean and green my body isn't used to that and I think I'm eating more calories than I used to. Hard to believe I know, but I'm telling you, I rarely ate during the day. Most of my eating would be dinner and then my all time favorite snack at night...apples and peanut butter or celery and peanut butter. So I'm going to keep on truckin' and hope this week proves me wrong and if not that next weeks weigh in will prove me wrong. I'm not giving up yet.